Saturday, May 28, 2005

i love a stranger.
he is the sun, moon, and stars in my sky.
he is everything i deem beautiful in my life.

i love this stranger, i know like the back of my hands.
everything i'm familiar with, begins from where he stands.
i painted his picture, the picture of a perfect stranger.
all the passion, and all my love for his spectre...
nothing more than the expectations i harbour

he is not what he is in my dreams.
i know, but i cannot see...
the real him i've never meet.
my pictures for the world, just a fantasy.

i love this stranger, and i know what love is.
it is the last leaf to fall, the first snowflake of winter.
it is the first and and last of everything of relation.
it is neverlasting, where most of which are memories.

yet he gave to me, love frozen in time and space...
where the last leaf never falls, and the first flake floats before your face.

love to me is eternity,
because he is immortality....


because a stranger to me... he will always be.


i isolate myself and runaway.... because i want the world to love me

Sunday, May 15, 2005

i dont need anyone else.


just you.


i have everything i don't need.


just you...
i don't have.



i want to make everything go away, so i have all of my life to myself.
so that i can daydream more ....

so that i, at least, have you in my daydreams.



there is someone i love more than myself given my selfish and narcissistic nature ...

i hope you know who he is.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

just like the way you will probably never understand a word of this song...

here's for you, frank... someone i just about understand as much as my foolish heart could imagine how a prince should be.




一朵云能载多少思念的寄托
再忽然相遇街头
当我们擦身而过
那短短一秒钟
都明白什么都变了

一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后
在事过境迁以后
这段情就算曾经
刻骨且铭心过
过去了又改变什么
地球它又公转几周了

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解
你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至原谅你的残酷理由
当我了解不爱了
连回忆都是负荷

一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后
在事过境迁以后
这段情就算曾经
刻骨且铭心过
过去了又改变什么
浓情爱恋都已陌生了

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解
你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至感谢这样不期而遇
当我从你眼中发现我已是陌生人了

我已是陌生人了

Tanya - mo shen ren



i think of you always, nomatter where you are.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

10 words.

2 sentences.



none of my fucken business.

none of your fucken business.

will you continue to polish your skills in being so hash with the words you say to me? would you continue to malign me in this relationship,...