for all the time i invested bringing up this new turn of my life... i harbour little hopes of them paying off handsomely.
for my pessimistic thinking i got chided by fellow colleagues and friends who really gave a shit about my future.
i just went out and do whatever i have to do .... being myself and keeping friends as friends .. always.
there's alot i could have done .. much more differently and probably a more efficient way to accelerate towards my fantasy of a louis vuitton wallet.
then with the spare time i am given to stop climbing for a while,
i spent every single minute in the love and arms of a man who had hung a notice from my neck to tell the world
"she is loved .... but she is free"
the time never seems enough and i end up in trouble trying to cheat more time out of everyone else to be with him.
i get tired now thinking of the life i had since the start of 2006.
it didnt reflect a very managed and decisive lifestyle.
but i see him working doublely hard because i am getting nowhere....
it makes me want to end up further than where the world expected me land.
even though you are on the right track, you will get run-over if you just sit there.
i am getting onto my feet now.