and know how much we dont belong together.
i wept in guilt, regret, pain, and fear...
but these you cannot see... and you do not hear.
i was the girl next door, that personable face.
i was used to having a guy or two, fawning over me cos i was worth the chase.
but now i have you and you know it like i do,
i am nolonger what the world see me to be...
without you, i am of no value.
i want to keep you by my side and yet i dont...
i know you are a mistake but i love you.
i wish time would rewind itself,
and you can go to another being more worthy of your trust.
i regret everything i did...
including this decision i made.
i can cry till i go blind,
and i know you will never forgive nor forget.
i am sorry for the pain i put you through...
i know it isnt fair, but i cant help feeling it isnt fair for me too.
you can hate me for all you want.
but i will love you still...
because for all the wrong i had done in my life,
you are the mistake that will pain me till the day i die.
even though you will nolonger be around,
remember that i carry you with me still...
nothing changes my life and soul more than you do.
and i will never be the same again...
the day i let you go.